Sentosa

So,I went to Sentosa last night for some sort of events\games day thingie.

Fun,until lunchtime when we realize that there weren't any lunch organized for us and everyone goes mad.Seriously,mad. My mind went totally blank in the afternoon.

Luckily there's a chalet catered for us and a swimming pool! I just jump into the pool not caring any restrictions. Just shut my brain out and swam aimlessly in the pool.Stay in the pool right till the night until the caretaker ask me to go up cause I'm wearing a shirt. The dignity of having a fatty belly force me to either go topless or not. I chose the latter. For some weird reason I kept thinking about my ex throughout the night. The night sky,the stars,the swimming pool,...it just screams marianie inside my head.

Then an old friend of my call - of all time in the world,at that time.
In a way it save me.heh. There, we talk all the way,not caring about the rest. At that time,it suddenly occur to me that I was one of the last one left in my PVR batch. Faizal,Azlan,Rina,Jub,Kazim,Ain...wow can't belief I was the last one. We talk for quite a long time until he told me his wife is asking him to put down the phone.

Still feeling bored, I took out the book I bought earlier and read it with my handphone torchlight on. Damn it,like old times.

Well then, somebody accuse me of doing something that I swear I didn't think I do or even have the abhor thought of it seriously. I was just in my own world thinking about some personal matter- distancing myself from the rest. My mind was elsewhere. Maybe I'm thinking too much at that time,but who cares anyway.

So I stay overnight there with Yat and Fly.
Smal hut,but for 32 bucks per night,I guess it's quite a catch.
We went prowling the beaches late at night talking about stuffs,careers and all.
Sit by the beach,under the stars,drinking beer. Gosh when the last time I did this.

Fly's right.So much about wanting to stay single for a long time.
Life tend to get lonely when there's no one to confide with.

It's funny when you get attached, peoples tend to flirt with a lot of girls.
But once we are single, it's tend to be hard to even talk to one.
You get the girl's number, but just don't feel or care about what to do next.

15th January 2009

A day I just felt like crying.

No reason nothing,just felt like it.
I never in my life felt so trapped like this.
Trapped in my own thoughts.
In my own medium.
In my own universe.

I just felt lost.

No direction.Nothing.
No music could entice me this time.
Maybe I've been lonely for quite a long time.

Damn it.
An emo post.
Never saw it coming.never

Joe.

I'm sick and tired of being this.


Guess what.
I'm gonna create an alter-ego.
And it end with the one who prophesied that the world gonna end in 2012.

Losing weight.

To lose weight is to have more output of calories per day than it's input.

Yesterday,I went for a 45 minutes jog three times. ( since it was my offday and basically the fact that I really got no social life.) First when I wake up at 9am,the other one at 2pm ( 3 hours after my "brunch"- I had fried noodlesx x_x) and before I slept at 10pm.




Problem counting calories....
( My stupid question mark key is spoilt so i sub the question mark with ....)



580 calories
Mee Siam it's counterpart meanwhile pack 30 less calories.



800 calories
The most calories-clogged local food.
Just look at the oil and carbo...urgh.
I had a LOT of these yesterday. :(



120 calories (each)
Not including gravy.
But not bad at all calories-wise actually.



700 calories
This is a chicken rice. ^^
Hard to find a decent picture.
Stupid flickr.



750 calories ( chicken)
600 calories (fish)

Nowadays everyone eat nasi lemak with chicken.
Try to skip the ikan bilis & fried beans with more cucumber.
I mean seriously these two really spoilt the nasi lemak taste overall.

I am really gonna be a millionaire before I reach 30

No seriously,don't laugh.


Which mean there will be lots of things I have to sacrifice.

Like sheep
pig
cow
goat
dugong
Llama(s)
Kung! Bushmen

I hope by sacrificing all those mention above, God will make me a millionaire.

And my New Year's Resolution is....

...to get laid with as many hot babes as I can.

....or find a decent hot busty sexy loyal girlfriend.

...better still,find a hot busty sexy sugar mummy!!! < -- No 1 priority.!!!

New Years Resolution is all bull*#$* anyway.


Anyway,yea and let's all practice safe sex k. :)

Well son of moto

It's January already.!

Gosh,look like I'll be back to blogging. :)