I collect sneakers also

 

Yea i collect watches now

 

What sorcery is this?

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Nike Pitcairn Island

App - Toilet Millionaire

Rabbit under the big,big castle

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It will soon turn to hatred.

Somehow I just don't understand why.

Too callous?
Too careless?
Image?
Expression?

Hope that Maya rune is true.
A change of shift soon.
Otherwise.
It will soon turn to hatred.

consequences are being met.
so much whispers so much whimpers
i guess i'm at an end's need.

alone.

one by one they fall.
one by one they falter.
one by one it'll get destroy.
to something i yearn to excel at.
i guess
another part of memory.
sweet.
somehow
you remind me of funeell

Flash.

A beam of flash.
It was sudden.
It was surreal.

Fine. That four letter word I dread the most.

Confuse
Weird
Puzzled.
Not my kind.
But god, why god.

Please answer.
I wish it to stop like everything beforehand.

Weakness.

My mind is buzzing with highness and confusion right now.

Equate that in hope he don't be with we and we then to extreme highness that is totally in one's mind. . that.

To the variable of variables.

The consequences have to be met. The numbers of one-night stand one had,it will transform itself into hatred later. For some weird inexplicable reason,the hate will result as like the form of ignorance I had been met and encountered before. One wil be deemed a leecher or like that one who gone away once say, "sandal." Like exchanging the first vowel with the last vowel. and adding my mother tongue kid in the beginning.


Now on a different roll.
Why sell if you can rent?

My cannon almost went loose just now. It's of no surprise really. If not for my grandfather,I would did it earlier. Apart from that,my development had improve. Last time,I'd break the computer or something.





Try to equate that in a precise manner where no jargon could be met and understood apart from the muse and the amuser.m. Sad really. I don't think I will evera meet you again. ever again. just a substance worst than a shadow..a speck, .. that is what it is. The molecule of molecules. The quark of quarks. For the briefest of time I stood next to you, the feeling of more than closeness engulf my whole emotional realm. The feeling I never had for a long longs time. Yes I am in love.


But let's say this together. You probably think I'm the Michealangelo and despite the others>USA feeling you had and feel like i will not in a chance did something mutual toh you apart from being cocktail, I'm really in a different magnetic pole feeling to you. Although it last for a mere moment,but when the sun dawn, you will be a quark of quarks in my memory.




faintest.
You're probably be gone by then.
And I'll be gone in yours by then also.

Whatever happen to....



















The fuck that image. (",) ???????

I chose to.

The reason is I don't want anyone to find out.

That's why I'm always distancing everyone.

I don't want them to see the awk me.

Good first impression.

But it won't ever last.

The ominous wind on 23rd April.

The lightning volts on 2 May.


Scary shit.
Guess time's running out.

Oh the dream is still there baby! :)

Does the ignorance hurt you?

I really love you with all my heart,seconds before you announce our break-up.
For you to end our relationship abruptly,it left a big hole in my heart and in my soul.
I still remember that day.
It was the first time I was late for work.
My mind was buzzing and my heart hit rock bottom.
I was lost and confused.


That's when I came to a conclusion to the initial reaction.
And I stood with my conclusion till now.


I don't care if you are now a model or shit,I don't want to see your face ever again.
Don't get me wrong.
What I did is for the best for both of us.
I just want to erase that part of history when we are together.
Totally forgotten in a part of my life.
There's virtually no experience I gain seriously.
It's like a wasted confluence of time,effort,emotions and feelings


And if we were to ever cross path again, treat me as a normal bystander.
Don't harbour any ill-feelings please.
Just ignore me.

But then again.
Who knows?
If by fate, we cross path unexpectedly and need each other in completing a task.
Maybe we'll be friends again.


But for now.
Sorry yaney, I'm gonna totally wipe the memory of you.
Take care and please don't worry about me.
I promise I'll be strong alrite? :D


.
..
bye

To equate the capacity of the human mindset, one have to consider the experience's and jargon's of one's personal well being and the state of their mindset. Something that stand out in the mind will be consider desirable even though it's tacky to most but for some weird reason the eagerness and acceptance of opening up to that tacky individual is more likely than opening up to a sensible and safe person who wishes to avoid any weirdness in their life or appearance. So in a way all those tacky or weird individuals get all the thing that is desired by most normal man or what we call AFCs. (Average Frustrated Chimps). Chimps in detonating that we ourselves evolve from one. Average as in everyone of us and frustrated in not getting that thing that tacky individuals always get. So to get hitched, one should be like a black, wear bling-bling or really accessorize something that is tacky,stupid which stand out from the rest. Even stupid love sunglasses or afros that look like bush. For some weird reason unknown even to scientist, the opposite sex will be magnetted to these weirdos no matter how ugly they look and thus a union is start where one see so many douchebags out there who look weird with a stunning partner.



I'll bet you guys don't get it.

A stranger stabs you in the front;
a friend stabs you in the back;
a girlfriend stabs you in the heart,
but best friends only poke each other with straws.





I admit.
I really sucks at maintaining friends.
It's just that my life is filled with so many cocktail friends.
These cocktail friends assume I have an active social life.


But in reality I don't.
In reality, due to my childhood,I find it hard to trust anyone.
I always expect people to stab me in the back or say bad things about me.



Other than that,I love to be a low profile or ignorant kind of person...which I can't put others to think that way.Even according to one of my close friend, there's something about me that people just cannot ignore. There's something about me that people either love or hate.



Oh well.
Better put this something to good use. :)

Despite being an old song, I'm like so addicted to The Killer's "Jenny was a friend of mine.
Gosh,I'm such a sucker to passionate emotional kickass rock song which actually have a nice melody vibe to it.



Anyway.
Hibiscus tea mission.
Succeed! ^__^

Next up.
Dr Pepper!

What doesn't kill you,


will in the end,


in a slow and painful manner,


kill you one day.

It suddenly occur to me that I talk about sex way too much with my friends.
The truth is I'm really not into sex anyway.

I mean you ever heard of guys faking orgasm?
Or rejecting sex request from gorgeous girls that throw them into much confusion about their sense of well-being and that they think they are not that hot enough.

Oh what the heck.
Despite the fact that I'm good at it ,I get bored too easily though.
And yeah I sucks at maintaining friendship.
Touch n go. bye.


Okay different topic.

To those girls who perform one-night stand with a mysterious stranger.
And from my personal experience...
Yeah,it's always the same guy who get it.

Funny how handsome that dude is, it's hard for the dude to get laid.
But compare to an ugly cretin who's good at sweet-talking and have loads of charisma, they can get all the chicks they wanted.


I mean GIRLS?
Are you girls BLIND?


Why'd have sex with that "sincere"(he slept with you,obviously he's not) sweet talking douchebag who look like Tim Curry and have slept with 999 women(probably have STDs) rather than the innocent good looking chap who's probably a virgin but wanted to get laid but don't know how to.

And enough of the jargon - "I don't want a handsome boyfriend because he will probably cheat on me....or he will leave me for someone else."

Because the truth is, even your ugly boyfriend cheated on you.
And even your ugly boyfriend will leave you for someone else one day.


And... to those who don't and really have a sense of dignity.
Yea you're the beacon of hope for man's morality in this day and age.